Zina

Just updating

2004-07-28T06:55:20Z

soo hmmm i dont really know what to talk about, i just feel like updating. i went to phoenix yesterday, it was really fun we practiced at the biggest church youve ever been in. it was nice and air conditioned in the room. lol after driving to phoenix with no ac in the middle of the day, it felt great. im hoping people will come down here to practice tomorrow. we have a busy week, thursday were goin to phoenix, friday theyre commin here, and on saterday theres an event in phoenix. man i love being so busy it feels great. eventhough when im home im bored as hell. ive been wanting to get in better shape, but i havnt really been able to get my lazy ass up to go work out. i baby sat again made an easy 20. then im goin to again on friday, for 40 i think. i wish this could be an accual job, its easy money to make before u can accually get a real job, but im babblin, but whatever. my mom just got home from minnesota tonight, and my auntie bought cinnamin rolls for my mom to give me. yyyyuuummmyyy. i love her shes the greatest, she never seems to forget about me:)

hmmm....

2004-07-16T10:45:26Z

so i just finished a book, it kinda made me depressed, but not at the same time. its 3:34 and i cant sleep, im thinken bout just watchin friends(season dvd) and seeing if i can fall asleep like that. hmmmm... once again im lonly, i dont really know what kind of lonly it is, i mean my house feels empty, so its kinda an i wish my brother still lived here lonly, but then again its an i wish i had my best friend here kinda lonly, or maybe its an i wish i had a boyfriend lonly, even though i should be independant and surveve without one, sometimes you just need sumone there for u/ with you. u know what i mean?

funny funny memories

2004-07-16T10:43:55Z

it was so funny, last night me and anastasia were on the phone, and we were goin through old letters people wrote us, and i found some appology letters from alex(sixth grade supposid bf) and they were litteraly, im sorry , im really sorry, i didnt know i had me foot on her butt. im really sorry-alex, or maybe im sorry blah blah I love you. -alex LOL he was so dumb lol brought back stupid 6th grade memories. lol funny funny.

Ur a poophead, but ur my poophead, so its ok.

2004-07-08T18:57:53Z

LOL i dont know why i found this soo funny, but it really made me laugh out loud. u guys are so cute HAHA

babysittin

2004-07-08T18:46:01Z

so they are paying me 5 dollers per an hour, per a kid. 10$ an hour. wow thats pretty good. i hope they have me babysit a lot. lol well they kids are soo cute, and they are pretty good. the 6 years old boy is pretty hyper(Logan), but i think they all are at that age. and the girl is really cute, shes 2(Sage). they both have big blue eyes, its ADORABLE. the boy is really smart he know more then i ever will about dinosaurs. lol he was showing me this book, and he knew the name of every dinosaur in there, and i could barly pronounce most of them. and hes like thats the blahblahblahosaurus. its 80 feet long. and the girl already knows her colors(isnt that early to know her colors?). i had to wake up at like 7. and i made $25 today. :) im a happy camper lol. now im really tired, and i want to go to sleep, but i know if i do i wont b able to sleep tonight. i think i might have to give in. i have nothing to do today to keep me awake, i wanted to go get my hat from the mall, but my mom doesnt want to drive newhere today. i cant wait till i can drive myself around. only 5 more months till my permit, 10 till i get my lisence.!! this is gonna take forever. i think im gonna get my grandma's car, its pretty nice, its a honda civic. and its kinds smokey blue. im gonna go "lay down" for a lil while.

Sourpatch Clips

2004-07-07T21:44:49Z

So chris let me borrow this cd with a bunch of clips from battles and stuff. and i copyed them onto my computer. maggie i think u should watch them sumtime. they are really cool!

let_itburn @ 2004-07-08T02:41:00

2004-07-07T21:42:02Z

"Cant say that i am ahead of my time, for i fear my time will never come"

music

2004-07-07T21:40:00Z

who ever invented music is the greatest person ever. music can do so much for people and mean so much to them. im just listen to sum old mix i made lol. you know its a good song, when u heard it years ago, and its still good.

im gonna try to update more

2004-07-07T08:54:00Z

well summers really relaxing, but sorta boring, nowadays breakdancing is the highlight of my day. man i have so much fun doing it. i wanna become the part of history as the b-girl that could accually beat guys. b-girls are known for not being very good. and i wanna turn that around. lol.::sighs dreamily:: its really funny, like when i get sick the first thing that pops into my lil head is that i might accually have to miss a day of breakdancing. lol or if i think about getting hurt, like what if i broke something like my leg or arm?? knock on wood....thats one of my night mares right now lol. i cant express how it makes me feel. I LOVE IT. people are probably getting bored of hearing bout my love for breakdancing lol. so ill change the subject and write more about it in my next entry. ;o) so im gonna start watching the kids next door. they are really cute, and they are really sweet. im glad their not brats. neone have ne suggestions of what to do/play with them?(directed at maggie cuz shes the only one who reads this lol) i hope i get paid a lot. ill be able to get some clothes ive been wanting. lol. dont think im greedy i just need money. itll probably b like 6/hour. i hope its fun too. this'll be an easy job cuz their good kids, the parents arent very strict, and their right next door. oh yeah the dad used to be a gymnastics coach. isnt that cool?? i kinda feel like goin running. i dunno i need to get some kind of work out. im kinda wanting to go to a point class to keep my legs in shape. illgo check when they are. neway im gonna go to bed

i should really start updating more

2004-07-07T04:00:26Z

1. what is the geekiest part of your music collection? uhm i dunno.
2. what do you eat when you raid the fridge at night? ice cream, cherries, i dunno we dont usually have good food.
3. What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie? titanic, i dont cry that much in movies, and i havnt seen that for a while, so im not sure.

4. if you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done? hmm there isnt really nething that i want changed that drasticly (that i cant do myself)
5. do you have a completely irrational fear? do those weird stars at the mall count? when i was lil, i used to be scared i would fall through the spaces.
6. What is a physical habit that gives away your insecure moments? i can usually hide it pretty good when im feeling insecure. i dont like people to know.

7. do you know anyone famous? my best friends "uncles'" brother in law is Robin Williams. the famous one, not a fake(lol) my breakdance teacher is famous in the b-boy word if that counts, and i know a bunch of other famous b-boys.lol

8. describe your bed. My bed is really comfy, but i wish it were bigger.

9. spontaneous or plan?uhm spontaneous i guess, live life by the moment.

10. do you know how to play poker? no.

11. what do you carry with you at all times? uhmm nothing really. i wish i brought a camera everywhere, but i ususlly forget it. i think i will start though.
12. what do you miss most about being little? i miss the way nothing was very dramatic. it just seemed so much easier and happy "life was so much easier when clothes didnt match and boys had cooties"
13. are you happy with your given name? yeah, ive never met anyone named ZINA with the same spelling. and i like the attention it brings lol. i would hate to be named something really common.

14. how much money would it take to give up the internet for 1 year? a lot, milk it for all its worth! i could live without it i guess. but i would want a lot of money to do it. enought to keep me busy for 1 year. lol

15. what color is your bedroom? light purple, and blueish green.

16. what was the last song you listened to? lol britney spears- overprotected.
17. have you ever been in a play? when i was lil
18. do you like yourself and believe in yourself? usually.

19. do transient, homeless, or starving people sometimes annoy you? sumtimes

20. do you consider yourself to be a nice person? generally

21. do you spend more time with your significant other or your friends? friends i dont have a bf:(

22. what’s one thing you wish you could do but can't? uhm. i dunno. id have to think about that
23. what is your ideal marriage location? someplace beautiful

24. whats one instrument you wish you could play? guitar? or drums

25. something you love and hate? life, people.(hate some, love others)

26. what kind of bedding do you use? i dunno

27. whats one language you want to learn? spanish, french. arabic, i dont really wanna learn it , i just wish my dad would have taught me before, so we could talk and people wouldnt understand us. lol

28. what do you order at a bar? pina colada
30. have you ever pierced your body parts? no ive seriously thought about it though lol.

31. do you have any tattoos? not yet.

32. would you admit to getting plastic surgery if confronted? probably

33. do you drive stick? i have before

34. whats one trait you hate in a person? dont get me started.

35. what kind of watch do you wear? my phone is my watch
36. most frivolous purchase? i dont know

37. do you consider yourself materialistic? sorta.
38. what do you cook best? hmm ramen, mac and cheese, spaghetti, nething from a box. i dunno. me and my mom made this really "complicated" shrimp stuff the other day.
39. favorite writing instrument? unibal pens and good markers
40. do you prefer to blend in or stand out? i like to stand out, for sum reason i liek the weird looks, it makeds me feel original.lol

41. do you ever go out dressed like the opposite sex? like long shorts and maybe i big shirt, if that counts
42. what is one car you will never buy? i dunno.
43. what kind of books do you like to read? i dunno different kinds depending on my mood.

44. if you won the lottery, what would you do? i dont feel like typing it. im getting tired
45. burial or cremation? i dunno i have reasons for doing both. i cant imagine myself rotting in a box, them my bones just sitting there for the future to dig up. but them again i dont really want my body burning in a fire. i think i jsut dont want my body dead.

46. what's one thing you are a sore loser at? secretly everything lol i dunno.
47. if you don't like a person, how do you show it? uhm i dunno its depends on who it is. sometimes ill just be a compleat bitch to them, without being unreasonable.

48. do you cry in front of your friends? no i try to hold it in till im alone.

49. what kind of first impression do you think you give people? i guess to girls my age, its slut... bitch... whore.... i dunno to other people.

50. whats one thing you like to do alone? relax. think. other stuff.

51. are you a giver or a taker? giver. then a taker from my parents lol.
52. what have you stolen before? i stole a candy bar when i was lil. and i think i stole one of those pringles holders. but it was an accident lol.

53. how many drinks before you're tipsy? i dont know
54. do you ever have to beg? sumtimes. i dont remember

55. have you ever done any illegal drugs? nope

56. do you think you're cute? not really

57. do you have a problem changing clothes in front of your friends? nopt really

58. whats the most painful experience you've ever had? physically, probably either when i split my finger when i was lil and had to get stiches. or the things that happened with people toward the end of the year.
59. favorite communication method? depends
60. do you care? yes and no.
61. what is your most prized piece of your music collection? ??

let_itburn @ 2004-06-13T04:33:00

2004-06-13T00:03:57Z

Last Cigarette * never....

Last Good Cry * uhmm when the "incedent" happened at breakdancing, dont worry thought i waited till no one was around

Last Library Book Checked Out * it was some maralin manroe one for anastasia i think

Last Movie Seen *chasin liberty

Last Book Read * last book compleated was harry potter, but the one in kinda readin now is the davinci code

Last Cuss Word Uttered *hmm i dont keep track lol

Last Beverage Drank * the rest of the pink lemonaid snapple anastasia didnt finish

Last Food Consumed * bagle and cream cheese

Last Phone Call * isis

Last Tv Show Watched *if you count the simpsons dvds as a tv show thats what i watched, maybe that was the last movie i watched ??

Last Shoes Worn * my polo flip flops

Last Cd Played * blink 183 i think

Last Item Bought * 3 new pairs of underwere and two new shirts for breakdancing

Last Downloaded * the seed- The Roots

Last Annoyance * whoever was prank callin me last night

Last Disapointment * uhm anastasia not bein able to cut my hair cuz we were both too tired

Last Soda You Drank * pepsi at panda express

Last Thing Handwritten *the stickey note i put on a drink in the fridge

Last Word Spoken * though.

Last Time You Sleep * from 4:30am to 3:15pm this morning(thats the latest ive ever slept)

Last IM * jose

Last Weird Encounter * i dont remember

Last Ice Cream Eaten * some chocolate vanilla mint swirl or sumthin

Last Time You Were Amused * when me and anastasia were talkin to eric last night

Last Time Trippin on Drugs? * ive never taken drugs....

Last Time Wanting to Die * uhm i dunno, probably when all that stuff happened with justin and isis.

Last Time I was In Love * never

Last Time You Got A Hug *when i was leavin breakdancin yesterday i think but maybe when anastasia was here

Last Time You Got Scolded *when my mom flipped and woke my up at 7'30 to fold laundry and wash dishes i was suppose to do the night before

Last Chair You Sat In * The one im in now

Last Lipstick You Used *i have no idea i usually wear lipgloss, or colored lipgloss

Last Shirt You Wore * an atticus shirt

Last Time You Danced * at breakdancin, or at my house lol

Last Poster You looked At * my eminem poster or usher poster

Last Show You Attended * OOO circe du sule (sp)

Last Website You Visited* livejournal.com

The Current Clothes You're Wearing * atticus shirt and pink pj pants and boyshorts underwear with a monkey on the butt!

You're Current Mood * bored, tryin to work up the strength to get in the shower

You're Current Musik * jagged edge- what you tryin to do

You're Current Taste * bagles and cream cheese, morning breath, and pink lemonaid snapple

You're Current Hair Style * a messy bun

The Current Smell * home sweet home

The Current Thing You Should Be Doing Right Now * nothin!! its summer

Current Desktop Picture * the picture i painted in PAINT!!!

You're Current Refreshment * just finished that snapple

You're Current Worry * goin to summer school

bored

2004-06-11T07:47:54Z

so once again im feelin lonly, but what else is new? lol maggie made my journal really cool, and im gonna TRY to start writing in it again. I have a pretty boring life right now, well i dont think it is but to other people lookin in it might be. pretty much i just sleep and wake up to go to breakdancing. i love it soo mich i wanna become one of the most well known girl breakers, which wont be too hard cuz there are barly any girls that break. that would be soo cool. i wish it could make a living, but it cant. i learned this new thing where im in a handstand and i look forward and touch my feet to my head.
i have to start summer school on monday and i REALLY dont want to i have to be there from 7 to 12:30. thats ridiculous. i hope there are cool people there to talk to. then i have 3 hours to find something to do between school and breakdancing, ill probably go eat then i dont know what! well im gonna go to bed.